todd hasak-lowy (interview)
everything blocked in the center is what todd, the author of The Task of This Translator, a collection of short stories that i liked said, everything else is what i said; this happened through e-mail and i added the links later
1. Most of the characters in The Task of This Translator are depressed. Why exactly (take your answer from the other interview and say 'why?' to that) do you write about people who are depressed?
2. Who is the most depressed character in The Task of This Translator?
3. What's the best way to stop being depressed?
4. When you are depressed, what kind of book will you read?
When I read your stories, I feel like you've set very high standards for yourself, that you've worked very hard to have it be funny, insightful, original--anything but boring. And so I can sort of stop analyzing my own reading (am I wasting my time?), and, trusting that everything in the book will be good, read it sort of lucidly, with actual, unselfconscious enjoyment. Who is like that to you?
In your story, "The End of Larry's Wallet," you do this thing where you narrate an entire people's happenings by saying "...people did this, people did that..." I've seen this before in Lorrie Moore, in her stories Like Life and Joy, and also in Joy Williams a little, in her collection Taking Care. Who else does this sort of thing, that you know of?
You and Matthew Rohrer are friends or something (I read in an interview). Do you read and enjoy his poetry? He is one of the more ironic poets I've read, and funny in a intelligent, condensed way. What's your favorite poem of his, if you read him. And what other poetry do you read, and like?
In "The End of Larry's Wallet," you say you went to see Independence Day for ironic value, but ended up not being able to enjoy it ironically because of the scope of the thing, that they used a bomb and sacrificed millions of lives yet did not destroy the alien spaceship in that one scene. Have you ever had this same experience with a book?
The narrator of the stories is ironic, but also always sincere. Ironic people can be sincere, but unironic people cannot be ironic. What does that mean? Why? Is this analogous to philosophical writers being able to write about relationships while unphilosophical writers are not able to write about the nature of being and existence? What do you think?
For me, it doesn't really matter what an author writes about--subject matter isn't what determines if I like a book or not, but rather if the author and I have similar personalities and worldviews. What about you? Why will you enjoy one book and not another?
Do you think, do you have the impression, that more literary awards are given to books that deal with, on their deepest level, (1) the nature of being and existence, (2) real events in history encompassing more than one generation of people and more than one political group, (3) people suffering due to there being different nations in the world with a lot of or not a lot of power and influence (4) people suffering due to prejudice, racism, sexism, intolerance (5) people suffering due to unsatisfying relationships; and why do you think that is so (why is your answer what it is), and if you were giving awards, what kind of book would you give awards to, in terms of how the book affects you? (and have I missed any 'genre' here?)
1. Most of the characters in The Task of This Translator are depressed. Why exactly (take your answer from the other interview and say 'why?' to that) do you write about people who are depressed?
2. Who is the most depressed character in The Task of This Translator?
3. What's the best way to stop being depressed?
4. When you are depressed, what kind of book will you read?
Preliminary answer: Before addressing the specifics of any of these questions, maybe some general thoughts about the word “depressed.” It seems to me this word has somehow become the term of choice in our culture for describing a not good mood. For whatever reason, “depressed” has pushed “sad,” “down,” “unhappy,” and a bunch of other words out of the way. This is remarkable in and of itself. But the matter of this word grows even more complicated when you consider that “depressed” is a clinical term describing a spectrum of conditions, most of which don’t exactly describe how the average person really feels when he or she says, “I’m so depressed today.” There are a lot of conclusions to be drawn from this, but I’ll limit myself to one for now. This is a really central word in our culture (and in your blog), but it’s at once overused (in your blog in a knowing, maybe playful way) and its meaning is pretty slippery. I start with this since I feel like one of the things I’m trying to do when I write is get behind things, or get past the way words, as we tend to use them, don’t really do the job.
Now I feel like I can answer these four questions.
1. Writing about misery, failure, unhappiness, loss, and even depression is more interesting to me than writing about their opposites. At least for now my project involves investigating people who find themselves in a bad way. Maybe this has something to do with the way the solitude and safety of writing lends itself to exploring feelings and experiences that are just too unpleasant or unruly to deal with at most other times.
2. I guess Larry, in the sense that his life has really fallen apart, and what he’s losing (wife and possibly access to child) is painfully large. But depression or feeling really rotten is the stuff of incommensurability. I think that’s one of the points of the structure of “The End of Larry’s Wallet.” Compared to what is about to happen—a massive nuclear exchange between two countries that will kill millions of people—Larry’s own problems, much of which are of his own doing, appear pretty trivial. But they’re real, at least to him. Real and overwhelming. In that sense, characters in almost every story are facing just about all they can handle.
3. No real suggestions here. I think, and this is a guess, depression (in both the idiomatic and clinical sense) is one of those things (I think shame is another) that builds on itself. In both cases you feel bad about feeling bad. So I guess the general strategy would be to interrupt the circular current.
4. If I’m feeling really crappy, I can’t concentrate enough to make reading worthwhile, in part because there’s usually some anxiety involved. Thankfully, that’s not too often.
When I read your stories, I feel like you've set very high standards for yourself, that you've worked very hard to have it be funny, insightful, original--anything but boring. And so I can sort of stop analyzing my own reading (am I wasting my time?), and, trusting that everything in the book will be good, read it sort of lucidly, with actual, unselfconscious enjoyment. Who is like that to you?
I definitely had that experience when I read Yaakov Shabtai’s Hebrew novel Zikhron Devarim (literally, “Memory of Things,” but the English translation is called Past Continuous). He wrote these massive, complex sentences that sometimes run five pages, masterfully describing the layered subtleties of his characters’ inner worlds and moving from one layer (and one character) to another in unconventional ways. Reading that book changed, or maybe just brought into focus, how I was trying to look at and think about the world. That book, you also may be interested to know, is about as bleak as bleak gets. In fact, if I have any criticisms of it, it’s that it’s too uniformly tragic. But yes, as I got more into that book I stopped wondering if it was “good” or if I was wasting my time. For me it was much bigger than that.
In your story, "The End of Larry's Wallet," you do this thing where you narrate an entire people's happenings by saying "...people did this, people did that..." I've seen this before in Lorrie Moore, in her stories Like Life and Joy, and also in Joy Williams a little, in her collection Taking Care. Who else does this sort of thing, that you know of?
I think that type of gesture is fairly common in wide-canvas realist fiction (though my story is definitely not an instance of that). But if you look at the openings of a lot of 19th century novels, they’ll start with this type of wide shot before narrowing in on particular characters. Orly Castel-Bloom, an important contemporary Hebrew writer, opens her last novel with a complete chapter about Israel and Israeli society, narrating the weather, the political situation, and other things that are causing the people to suffer.
You and Matthew Rohrer are friends or something (I read in an interview). Do you read and enjoy his poetry? He is one of the more ironic poets I've read, and funny in a intelligent, condensed way. What's your favorite poem of his, if you read him. And what other poetry do you read, and like?
I know Matt from college. He was instrumental in encouraging me to pursue my own writing, since I’ve always looked up to him as a writer, from way before I ever even considered writing. I do read and enjoy his poetry. I like pretty much all of his poems, but “The Painted Couple” from his first book (A Hummock in the Malookas) and “MK Ultra” from his most recent book (A Green Light) are maybe my favorites. Incidentally, he’s an amazing reader—in the out loud sense.
I don’t read a lot of poetry, which I mention with a certain amount of shame. It just requires a degree of patience that I normally can’t locate. Also, I’m ultimately most interested in narrative, which pushes me away from most poetry and toward fiction (and all sorts of non-fiction). A read a fair amount of Hebrew poetry (and some Arabic poetry) in graduate school. The Hebrew poet Yehuda Amichai is absolutely brilliant, and there are lots of very good translations of his work out there.
In "The End of Larry's Wallet," you say you went to see Independence Day for ironic value, but ended up not being able to enjoy it ironically because of the scope of the thing, that they used a bomb and sacrificed millions of lives yet did not destroy the alien spaceship in that one scene. Have you ever had this same experience with a book?
Not really. What made “Independence Day” so oppressive was its unrelenting and unapologetic use of truly visceral images and sounds that circumvented the thinking, reflective, conscious part of me and went straight to something involuntary. I didn’t think anything as much as I immediately felt, almost physically, really bad. Books, by having to use words, can’t cheat quite that effectively.
The narrator of the stories is ironic, but also always sincere. Ironic people can be sincere, but unironic people cannot be ironic. What does that mean? Why? Is this analogous to philosophical writers being able to write about relationships while unphilosophical writers are not able to write about the nature of being and existence? What do you think?
I’m going to try to answer this in the most unironic way I can. Irony is a complicated thing, and pretty misunderstood. Being ironic only necessarily means saying one thing but meaning something else. That’s all (as far as I know). It doesn’t also require sarcasm or being cutesy or not thinking anything is serious. If you say exactly what you don’t mean, then you’re being ironic, but quite possibly very sincere, albeit in a roundabout way. Somehow irony has come to be seen as this mode of communication that involves some sort of knowing wink between whoever is being ironic and whoever (whomever?) is supposed to be detecting the irony. Some third person is left the odd man out, and the stakes are really low for the other two. I’m not particularly interested in that brand of irony. In fact, that type of irony gives irony a bad name and allows cultural conservatives and the like to claim that irony is the sign of some larger cultural sickness. I write from a conviction that language has been pretty nearly ruined by misuse—and I don’t mean grammatical misuse—but by its abuse at the hands of politicians and news anchors and other people who speak with disingenuous authority. I try to sound authoritative, but ridiculously so, and I think that’s where my irony originates. I’m not sure I’m really accomplishing anything through this, in terms of reclaiming language or anything along those lines, but that’s where my irony comes from.
For me, it doesn't really matter what an author writes about--subject matter isn't what determines if I like a book or not, but rather if the author and I have similar personalities and worldviews. What about you? Why will you enjoy one book and not another?
I’m first and foremost interested in an author’s voice. It’s never just a matter of voice, since voice is inseparable from tone and theme, etc. But I read to hear how other people are using language. I typically don’t read a book because of what it’s about, in some narrow sense. When I do, I’m typically disappointed.
Do you think, do you have the impression, that more literary awards are given to books that deal with, on their deepest level, (1) the nature of being and existence, (2) real events in history encompassing more than one generation of people and more than one political group, (3) people suffering due to there being different nations in the world with a lot of or not a lot of power and influence (4) people suffering due to prejudice, racism, sexism, intolerance (5) people suffering due to unsatisfying relationships; and why do you think that is so (why is your answer what it is), and if you were giving awards, what kind of book would you give awards to, in terms of how the book affects you? (and have I missed any 'genre' here?)
I’ve been way too serious throughout this interview, so I’ll just go ahead and say that I’m not really sure what you’re talking about. The givers of big awards probably like big, epic novels, but I don’t follow the awards too much. I do tend to watch the Academy Awards, in spite of myself, and that typically and truly depresses me.




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blogging is hard
i guess the books i read are themselves depressed
i saw a pigeon today that had a mohawk and i grinned
say something about todd hasak-lowy
Dear Sarah Strickly,
Check out Yiyun Li's stories in A Thousand Years of Good Prayers, ZZ Packer's Drinking Coffee Elsewhere, and my book, War by Candlelight. We are the next generation of the Workshop!
Sincerely,
Daniel
Daniel, whenever I see your last name, I think of Pedro Antonio de Alarcόn, who wrote my favorite short story, The Stub-Book. Been meaning to get a copy of The Three-Cornered Hat; his works seem even harder to find around here than Jean Rhys's. Tis a really good thing that hard-to-find books can be ordered over the web!
Todd Hasak-Lowy never really said if reading his own dark work depresses him at all, but I think he seems to imply it does the opposite, if I'm not mistaken. IMO, he's correct about breaking the vicious cycles of clinical depression: sometimes just suddenly doing something else (having sex [especially!], exercising, moving around to cook something, taking a walk) can break a depressed person out of a really bad "low," at least temporarily. But simply getting started on doing that distractive something can be the most difficult aspect.
Writing has really helped change the way I think about things. Before writing, my emotions would pile on top of me and make me crazy. I was perpetually in a state of constant self-analysis and self-denigration, perceiving and creating drama in every corner of my life.
Now I can slow down my thinking, and express my thoughts and emotions through writing. Instead of making the people in my life crazy, I create a crazy character who makes the people in his life crazy. (Oversimplification, but you get the idea.)
Whether a writer is depressed is almost irrelevant; all writers share the impulse to express oneself, whether they are sad or invigorated by certain concepts. And finding the right medium is incredibly liberating, so in that regard, one should be inspired by their work, as opposed to depressed by it.
Thanks for the interview, ReaderOfDepressingBooks. You asked some interesting, atypical questions, which he answered in interesting, atypical ways. I'm definitely going to check out his collection.
thanks for posting comments
i encourage everyone to post whatever they think even if it's off-topic
and no one will link this interview except for esposito.blogspot.com for some reason
they all just ignore my e-mails
anyone know why?
everyone keeps linking to the same things for some reason, like items about that HUMMINGBIRD book
i mean esposito.typepad.com!
Your blog has attracted a graduate of the University of Iowa Writer's Workshop. My blog has only attracted you, Reader.
Well, not many people read *my* blog (not exactly mine, I share it with a group of people), but I'll gladly link this interview.
phillywriters.net
RoDB,
Email me I have some questions for you. We can start this back and forth interview.
billikenbluff@yahoo.com
"Dear Sarah Strickly,
Check out Yiyun Li's stories in A Thousand Years of Good Prayers, ZZ Packer's Drinking Coffee Elsewhere, and my book, War by Candlelight. We are the next generation of the Workshop!
Sincerely,
Daniel"
i like yiyun li's essays, haven't read her stories
i don't really like zz packer
she smokes and is...proud of it for some reason (read in an interview)
she voted democrat (i think) and wants to supposedly improve the world yet smokes and gives people around her cancer and pollutes the air
all smokers, if you want nicotine, chew the gum or use the patch or whatever, that's okay
if you want to appear 'cool,' then use clothing or tattoos or whatever
those are harmless and good
smoking increases pain and suffering in the world
these aren't opinions, they're facts
take that, zz packer
Just because someone smokes, it doesn't mean she's a bad writer ;-)
ZZ Packer's stories are quite good.
It's a crutch, you see. Having grown up in a family of smokers, and having been repulsed by them, I know it's very hard for them to face that they are poisoning their supposed loved ones. They're so in need of their nicotine fix that they find all sorts of ways to justify the behavior. Like drug addicts, but to a lesser degree.
Actually, Jonathan Franzen wrote a really good essay about smoking in his essay collection 'How To Be Alone'. If I remember correctly, he wrote about how smoking is linked to breathing where breathing is linked to living, so ultimately, one smokes as a means to reinforce his destructive impression that life isn't actually worth living. And by controlling the intake of toxic chemicals, he's controlling the devaluation of his life. The perspective is really quite warped -- and compelling -- but Franzen says it better than I can, so I'll stop paraphrasing NOW.
i remember reading zz packer in a writing workshop
after, there was a discussion about how the entire publishing world was messed up
people were like, this is it, this was in harper's, this was in best american short stories
and then we all took turns quoting things from the story that we didn't like
i think the story was Brownies
and then a year later or whatever i saw zz packer read with lorrie moore at a new yorker thing and lorrie moore was wearing a huge silver ring, and half way through her reading of Community Life, she stopped and said that she found the ring in the bathroom, and wore it so she wouldn't forget to tell everyone that she had found a ring in the bathroom
lorrie moore also wore this jacket that was huge on her, and she looked a little unnatural in it, like she'd shrunk a little or something
Like Lily Tomlin in The Incredible Shrinking Woman? Early on when she was just starting to shrink? Is that what Lorrie Moore looked like? Did the owner of the ring claim it?
i've never seen that movie
yes, the owner of the ring got her ring back
i don't know what happened to her after that though
i wish zz packer would come here and post comments, anyone know her e-mail?
?!? You really think Packer would wanna come here after you've said you don't really like her? I mean, maybe if she were a masochist she might.
I tried to find Packer's email; I couldn't. But, personally, if I always chose books to read, even my favorites, based on whether I find the authors' behaviors, lifestyles, and personalities offensive, I'd never read a single book, including my own: sometimes I find my own self offensive.
Babe, I think someone needs to teach you some "manners"--and how to separate the author from the author's work--or you'll probably be burning publishing bridges all over the place, which is a risky thing to do as a writer. Not to mention being polite isn't necessarily a negative phony thing; if given a choice, I'd usually rather be around truly polite people than truly nasty people, I'd rather be around truly polite people than truly violent people.
Still, I think readers probably shouldn't make that author-work separation entirely--I try but often can't (as I've explained to you already). And I've accepted that. Like, I don't want to give money to creeps by buying their books or anything. I doubt anyone can make that author-work separation completely anyway. But people should still probably try.
Focus on a writer's ACTUAL WORK more, not on the writer so much. Is that impossible for you to do or what? Have you tried hard enough?
Here's a homework assignment for you: pick up a book and try to read its contents FIRST, before you read anything personal about the author. Repeat a couple of times, then read personal stuff about and preferably by the author, and you will probably quickly see that an author's behavior, personality, lifestyle, etc., usually shows through that writer's work. Then if you find that writing offensive, you can reject that writer's work THROUGH THAT WRITER'S WORK. That's a more valid way to do so, IMO.
I don't think most writers can hide what they themselves really are in their fiction; their "truth" is often revealed there irrespective of whether they want it to be. Most writers aren't good enough writers technically to see and hide that truth. And maybe some don't care if it comes out; they want it to come out. And maybe others are a combination of all those things and more things. And maybe others are none of those things.
(Hmmm...your comments sometimes bring out a schoolmarm in me; I hate the way I fucking sound in this post. Oh well. Maybe I should stop reading here: don't wanna sound like a schoolmarm ever, ick!)
i don't think i said that zz packer's stories are bad because she smokes
i've never understood that thing, 'separate the writer from the work'
i don't think that that actually means anything
i mean, what if a writer says something to me, out loud, in real life?
am i supposed to separate what the writer said from the writer itself?
i mean, in life, there is one thing, and that is life
art does not exist outside of life, but is something inside of life
maybe 'separate the writer from the work' means to separate the past from the present, that is, to view each person in each moment without preconception or assumption, with a completely open mind
if that's what it means, then it is very Zen, and i agree
but i don't think that is what people mean when they say it
i think people mean that you can enjoy and 'get things out of' a thing of art regardless of who the artist is
but that doesn't answer anything for me
i mean, to what end?
if everyone is sitting around 'getting things out of' art, then what is happening to 'real life'?
anyway, i don't think this post makes much sense
but i think it's okay to speak out against people when they are harming other people
ideally, i don't dislike zz packer or anything
ideally, me and zz packer are working together to make it easier for everyone in the world to get the happiness they want
I probably can't really speak for what other people mean very accurately; I can only really speak for what I mean (on a good day [hopefully]).
Normally, once a work of art has been produced, an artist and the art that artist has produced are seemingly two separate entities, just like an apple tree and an apple that has fallen from that tree are two separate entities; they each "exist" as a unique whole independently of each other even though they may be very connected in many ways.
An artist seemingly exists independently of the artist's work even though they seemingly were, are and likely forever will be linked to each other in some ways.
I usually take a very relativistic (nihilistic) view of the Universe(s). Each event is likely discrete and unique and should probably be looked at in an "objective vacuum," if at all possible (and it may not be possible to do so and probably isn't, IMO). Yet all events (near ones at least) are probably also connected and also influence each other in various ways. All these ways of looking are likely valid to varying degrees--both discrete ways, continuous and otherwise--depending on who's doing the looking, on what's being looked at, on the parameters in the Universe at those specific unique events in space, time and otherwise, depending on many things, in other words. I wouldn't say any way of observing is "wrong" necessarily; just maybe some ways are better than others, more accurate than others. And more fair.
Well, in the end, I guess you do it your way, I do it mine. And so on for the next person. But I still wish you (and many others) would focus on the natures of actual written works more than on the natures of the actual writers of those works.
Responding to Fran for a moment: it's also possible for the literary work to misrepresent the author as a human being too.
Example: in my undergraduate years, I wrote a story where the protagonist was a killer/child molester. The story was arty and well written, but looking back, I appreciate that my writing teacher didn't regard me with deep suspicion from that point afterwards.
And oh by the way, I got past the criminal phase (a hangover from reading too much Dostoevsky in high school, I suppose!). That's the scary thing about the post-Columbine hullabaloo warning teachers to alert parents when a student writes or draws something nasty or strange. It's hard telling the difference between the "literary pose" and the individual who eats at MacDonalds and watches Everyone Loves Raymond.
Robert Nagle
idiotprogrammer
P.S. While I'm responding to commenters, really appreciated Mr. Alarcon's recommendations.
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